Want him.... but idk if that'll happen ever again.. he's everything i ever wanted. but who knows now.. I love him soo much.. why doesn't…

I'm killing myself.. coz my life is dead ( connerxxxcontagious ) goodbye my loves and friends.... the gun i hold in my hand is ready..... I love…

- - - - - - - -AM I..........Ugly? :Kind? :Weird? :Selfish? :Ghetto? :Crazy?:Nice? :Mean?:Immature? :Rude?:Cool? :Stupid? :Caring? :Mature? :A friend? :More than a friend?Talkative?…